MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Tuesday, June 03, 2008~~

Sometimes its nv good life being the govt cos no matter what decision u make, u r bound to be bombarded with good and bad comments. For once here, i wish to thank the govt. The govt for implementing sth called, Medisave. I went for my dental appt on sat. Initial idea was to extract a wisdom tooth that was aching and causing my migraine.

Reached there and saw the doctor and he said gently that nt everyone has to extract all 4 wisdom tooth and boy was i relieved. I did my X-rays and less than 10min later, he said, "i think, u have to go with all 4." i yelped once and he laughed and asked if he scared me with his words. And i said, "yeah! u terrified me with the cost i have to pay! darn it."

he examined the X-ray and revealed tt, ok, my top 2 wisdom can be done by normal extraction ($120/each) and the bottom 2 (angled at 45degrees inwards to the adjacent teeth) has to be done by surgery($600/each). WHATTT! Nt considering medicine, MC and wadever misc..GST..its alr..$1420!!! Its killer! I hate the idea of plucking sth out of me and i still have to pay pple for doing tt. Lol.

Tada! Medisave came into picture! My bottom 2 teeth tt requires surgery can be covered by my medisave and it really SAVED me like..1k? Lucky dung, thank the gods man. Nevertheless...the surgery sounds sucky. Wad cutting and flipping of gums..and breaking up of my tooth then taking it out by its fragments..scary. Nvm..we shall see. Appt. on 26/6.

Coming back to the point, what's the morale of this simple story? Be urself and do what u think its rite. There are always 2 sides of things. No matter wad u do, pple always have sth to say. So, as long as u do sth with a clear conscience and u nv let urself down. What's more to care? Heck the world and be urself. love urself. Pple will get it, someday..somehow.

Another side track was how i have a weird family. Lol. I was home for my wkend and i decided to make some..dessert tt my sis likes since she mentioned be4. So..i decided to make brownies/muffins. Then my mum came and roar at me and say no cos i will mess up the kitchen. We like bickered in a car trip for like more than an hour and it went on for like till the next day. I was like..come on lar..ur kitchen is supposed to be utilised and me making sth is what counts. She insisted tt i m wasting money and demanded tt if i really made sth, i must make the no frill cheesecake tt i made awhile ago tt requires no baking or wadsoever. Then i refused and she shouted tt i shld make cos she likes it alot. I noe it was really becos i din have to bake it and it will be less mess as she presumed.

I just went to buy the materials on my own and just went on to bake the muffins and make my caramel pudding. She grumbled and nagged all the way till and i was like tuning on my brain's sheena's fm. Till i finished everything in less than 2 hours plus clean-up then she stopped and i off-ed my brain's stereo. I went rest in my room and only a short while from then, i saw my whole family enjoying the muffins and the caramel pudding i made, happily. I was happy they liked it cos i made it for them since i dun really fancy the gorging of the food but really wanted them to enjoy wad i wanted to make for them. But..my mum changed too fast le bahz. haha..

My sis took a bucketful of muffins back and everyday my parents will eat the muffins and pudding till it was gone. it feels good tt they liked it, but somehow..y the fight in the 1st place rite? haha..Ending note, mum told me just now before i came back to hostel. "make the cheesecake and another type of pudding next wk alrite?"

"ORgh. As long as u pay." I replied and smiled.

"I was blue I know. I was red I know. We can set the rainbow back, we know."

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